The Medley

is a twice-a-year literary journal run by the students of Hansraj College, University of Delhi. It is a repository of stories, poems and essays sent to us from around the world since 2018.

Camels that kill our smiles

Sirens blare..1…2…3 times. “Dangerous flying object. Stay safe. Go indoors.” They don’t land here. They are targeted for the other side. It is always the other side. From the left of us to the right of us and then back to the left. We are safe sitting in the middle. Yet we can feel innocent smiles disappear on either side of us as a rumbling boom of an extra maniac firecracker hits its mark. Again and again like shooting stars they fly over our heads. Bright objects streak through the night sky. They pass over a wedding to our right. In response, others pass over a youth conference on our left. Cheers from all around break out. “Death! Death!” Their unified wish is declared. But how do those stars know which wish to fulfill? In the past, these wishing stars had been camels. A species that knew how to hold a grudge. Treat a camel wrong…Beware! They were survivors, princes, and rulers. This beast of burden generously gave people status and power. It didn’t matter if food was non-existent, as long as there were ten camels outside chomping on the thorny bushes they knew their owners had power. Every country has had their camels. In the days of Lawrence of Arabia it was horses. In the western world it was cars and exploration. In East Asia it was sons and a family name. But we have moved on from our nomadic behaviors. Now it is weapons. Nuclear bombs. Things that can destroy every smile from the face of the earth. It’s okay if there is no food in the country. It doesn’t matter that women and children have no place to sleep. Our cheers tell us that we believe those bombs will keep us safe; safe on the top of the totem pole. Bombs that hold grudges yet can’t tell a sinister smile from an innocent one. Bombs that once explode will never forgive. Is this really what we want?

Lillian Joyce

Lillian Joyce is the author of the blog Ponderings of a Potted Plant where she turns everyday experiences into stories. Her writing can also be found in the anthology We Hold These Truths. Joyce, born in New York, spent most of her childhood abroad with her family. Upon reaching adulthood, she boarded the ship Africa Mercy, before finally settling in West Asia. Aside from writing and exploring, you will also find her sitting on the couch looking out the window watching the rain drip down the glass while deep in thought. You can find her on Instagram @lillianjoyce8